Spring Lilac

If I’m going to write down all my ambitions in life, it’s going to be a mishmash of becoming a doctor, teacher, lawyer, and an artist. Seems like, I couldn’t decide on what I really wanted to be. Anyway, I wanted to become a painter when I was 6 years old. I didn’t know back then that being an artist requires talent and skills But my parents were very supportive especially my father. We weren’t rich but Dad bought me sets of coloring pens, crayons, and water colors and kept on telling our relatives that I’m going to take up Fine Arts in college haha! But I easily lost interest in arts as soon as I realized I can’t even draw a perfect square. I just remembered it now because I saw a beautiful painting from John Powell Artist website. The painting is called Spring Lilac, i love it, I love flowers. I wish somebody would send me roses on my 27th birthday but that’s impossible. I’m single but taken. Now that’s complicated. What I’m trying to say is that I’m officially single but my heart is still taken. What am I talking about?! Well, now that my birthday is coming soon, I think reality is starting to sink in. I couldn’t see anything but withering flowers. Maybe I should sleep now?