S says

Girls should know their standpoint. Know when to back out.

Inspiration

I have no permission to share this video but I hope it’s okay. This man here inspires me to take guitar lessons. As in! For me he’s the best guitarist ever! Okay, next to dad. But my father’s forte is chromonica. I think it’s a rare musical instrument. Dad is the only person I know who can play it. This is how it looks like – link. Anyway, I have been watching this video since October, 2011. I love the melody. It’s a very old song but it’s going to last forever. The future generation’s gonna fall in love with it.

Surprise

Got a message from a former colleague through Facebook and I was surprised.

He said I am not “AWOL” and that I can request for a certificate of employment anytime I want.

I just have to get it from the HR and there wouldn’t be a problem.

So, I guess the rumors are true.

I am the favorite QA of our big boss.

LOLz.

Just kidding.

I don’t know what happened.

All these months, I thought I won’t be able to get an emp. cert.

I asked him about it because my friends are encouraging me to work in SG.

I’m not sure if I want to work abroad. I think I don’t like.

In the past years, I was dying to leave the country.

But now, I’ve already lost the heart for it.

I think it’s not meant for me.

But just in case, I need to have my papers ready.

And it’s good to know that emp cert won’t give me a headache.

Funny

Friend: I saw my boyfriend with another girl. I want to slash him!

Xiang Qin: Don’t act on impulse … let’s slash him together!

Hahaha!

dad

10 years ago, you asked me “how old are you?”

and i said “i’m 18! don’t you know?”

i was laughing because you are my father so it’s impossible that you don’t know

you said “ang bilis ng panahon”

you told me to focus on my studies. get a bachelor’s degree. then after graduation, you’ll help me find a boyfriend

honestly, i didn’t like the idea

i had a strong feeling you are going to recommend someone i wouldn’t like

but i understood what you are trying to point out and that is for me to finish college

so i said “okay”

then a year after that, you passed away

i couldn’t believe it

how could life be so unfair?

but i learned that life is not really unfair

some things are bound to happen according to God’s wonderful plan

i am no longer sad

but i still miss you

i wonder if there is beer in heaven?

you don’t smoke but i know you like beer

well, i hope there is beer in heaven

and i also hope there is internet in heaven so you can read my blog

i also pray that God will be kind to me

that He’ll give me to someone who can treat me the way you treated me and my sister

happy birthday dad! – you are the capt. crewe of my life

sa aking tatay, ang nag-iisang lalaki na nagmahal sa akin ng totoo :)